Wow what a working 10 days this has been. I workd my regular 8 hrs every night on the delivery job. I spent 6 hrs per day for 3 days laying tile and 6 hrs for 3 days of painting with oil based paint. I had to start moving by assets from the coffee shop into new storage space, I am about 1/2 done and uggg not loking forward to the rest f it. It has been up at 8am and run run run untll 1 am each day 

I so want to just run off to Mexico some days, fnd a nice privae beach and go into seclusion, sleep all day, well ok 1/2, and play all night. Oh well at least that dream is alive in my head untill I die, and you never know, I just may do that someday.

Talked with my sister Kelley this week, it always helps when I am feeling the blues, she can really perk me up. Kelley is a single mother with 3 terrific teenagers, and she is so much like me sometimes its scarry. She is alo working way to hard to make ends meet. I have to make a mental note that when I finally snap, I have to kidnap her and take her wih me to Mexico, we can drink our Pina Coladas together and watch the tide come in. She will be pissed with me for about first day, but I know after first night she will say "wow, why didnt w do this befor?"

Bright side is a read ther news on MSN that the government is finely recognizing the right of Wiccan Veterens to have pentacle on their grave markers this is fantastic, I guess its about time for me to see if they will allow me to burn drift wood and scream at  the moon while running skyclad on a US military instillation, probably not but the full moon is only a short time off and I am certainly going to give it some thought, if not I guess I will continue to drive 20 miles in the middle of the night to a private beach.

Anyhow its a short blog but I will keep blogging. Love all of you, and remember things always get better just give it some time and patiance.

Blessed Be

Pat